i'm back for the holidays!

ok, after a week or so from my last post, here i am, making another post.

Q: what's been keeping me busy and away from my blog?


A: why don't i just show you?

Q: what's the second image?

A: it's an online game i just started playing.
One day, my friend RB invited me to play an online game, at the time, i was extremely bored so i said "what the heck! i'll do it!" when i started to play it, at first it was kinda boring and then i found myself starting to enjoy it and slowly becoming addicted to it! now, i'm starting to have control over it, that's why i am able to write this post! hehehe

anyway, fall out boy recently released their new album!
and trust me...it rocks!!! hehehe btw, the english translation of the album is.... "a madness shared by two"

i am bored

ok, now i'm writing this one, i just woke up!

the past few days have been DULL, it's like everything is in black and white, no excitement, no adventure and no thrills...

i have 2 new games for my pc and i will probably have 1 more new game for my ps3 this month and still..i feel bored. It's like those games suck but they're not, actually...they are pretty decent games and normally, i would be excited.







these are the 3 games i would be getting this month/already have. i told you they were pretty decent! hehehe.


and here is a poem(i think) made by my friend. He posted this in friendster bulletins.


*blog post un-finished due to technical difficulties....

i miss high school....

here's a song as an introduction to this post...

That Green Gentleman
by Panic at the Disco

Things are shaping up to be pretty odd
Little deaths in musical beds
So it seems I'm someone I've never met

You will only hear these elegant crimes
Fall on your ears from criminal dimes
They spill unfound from a pretty mouth

And everybody gets there, everybody gets there
And everybody gets their way
I never said I missed her when everybody kissed her
Now I'm the only one to blame

Things have changed for me, and that's okay
I feel the same, I'm on my way, and I say
Things have changed for me, and that's okay

I want to go where everyone goes
I want to know what everyone knows
I want to go where everyone feels the same

I never said I'd leave the city
I never said I'd leave this town
A falling out we won't tiptoe about

When everybody gets there, everybody gets there
And everybody gets their way
I never said I missed her when everybody kissed her
Now I'm the only one to blame

Things have changed for me, and that's okay
I feel the same, I'm on my way, and I say
Things have changed for me, and that's okay
I feel the same, and I say

Things have changed for me, and that's okay
(Well, things have changed for me
Come on every body, let's dance and sing)
I feel the same, and I say
(I'm singing it all night long
So come on everybody and join the party)
Things have changed for me, and that's okay
(Well, things have changed for me
Come on everyone, let's dance and sing)
I feel the same, and I say
(I'm singing it all night long
So come on everybody and sing along)

Things have changed for me, and that's okay
I'm on my way, and I say

Things have changed for me

Ok. Uhmm a block mate of mine told me that she doesn't go home early because she and her friends keep hanging out in school after class. I thought to myself..."that used to be me, i used to do that with my friends, why am i not doing it now?". After careful thinking, it hit me. I'm not like that anymore because......i don't have friends to do that with anymore, because of this, i started reminiscing the old days, the days where me and my friends spend hours at school, just to hang out. After a few minutes, i started to miss all my old friends, i wanted to do all those things again with them...but i can't anymore. And that is the bitter truth....I tried to find new friends to do those things with but....my friend RB was right, new friends will never be as good as your old ones....

great day and a weird day

o...k uhmm just like the title, let's start with sunday, a great day,
i woke up around 5am, got ready to leave, and waited for my brother and sister to get ready then off we go to subic! We went there by car, so it was a long journey. I took pictures of stuff along the road just to test if my camera can make moving things stop moving.


so...uhmm you be the judge.

anyway, hours later. we decided to go past the speed limit, since the road was almost empty and we were going very slow, 30 minutes later....at the toll gate, we were stopped, turns out, we got caught on camera...speeding. Bye bye to my sister's license and 500 pesos.
sometime after that...we finally got to subic.
where the speed limit is, 30KPH, yeah.. we were better off walking.There we went go-karting, and i learned how to drift! wahahaha


no, the guy in the picture is NOT me :))

moving on...
after the go kart thing, we went to this place called the zoobic safari, where i got 2 inches from a tiger eating a piece of meat. Sadly, i don't have a picture of it, i was too distracted to think about taking a picture of it.
after the safari thing, we ate, and went to duty free, bought some chocolates and went home.
If you look at this closely, this day isn't all that great. but it is...trust me....i'll tell you why if you ask me.

ok! onto the weird day!!!
i don't have pics of this.....so...soryy.

last week, when i was on my way to ust, i stumbled upon a group of thomasians that live in moonwalk(1 boy, 2 girls), we got on the same fx, i was in the back with the boy while the 2 girls were in front.
the guy and i talked, he asked me where i lived, because he said that we always manage to get on the same jeep and fx on the way to ust. So i said i was in moonwalk and he lived there too and blah blah blah, the fx's radio was tuned into a station that narrates a holy mass(that is the 1st time i've been in a vehicle with a radio tuned into a station that narrates a holy mass). anyway, 4 days later...I was on my way to ust then i stumbled upon the same group once more, and guess what? the guy was with me again at the back! and here's the weird part, the fx looks exactly like the one from 4 days ago!! then......i listened to the radio, it was the same, a station narrating a holy mass. You'd think the weird stuff would be over...but no! it's just the beginning!! you see, all of us got off at city hall, there....i went ahead and got on a jeep to ust, while they waited for an fx that passes by ust. When i got to ust, i met with leizel, and we hung out for a short while and then i said i need to go take a piss so i went the ENG building. When i was done and on my way out...guess what? the group i left behind at city hall LITERALLY cross paths with me! I mean..what are the odds that they will be there at the exact same time as i am when i got a head of them and hung out and then took a piss!! WTF?!?!?....but it's not over yet!!!
our first period is ICS lab, we were given the problem last night so when we got to school all we had to do was type in the answer. but the problem proved to be too difficult so MOST of my classmates still didn't have an answer....I'm not part of that group :-P
anyway, after i typed in my answer, me and my seatmate played with the code for a while, after around an hour, we already left because those who are finish can already leave.
when we got out of the ENG building.....guess what....the group from earlier cross paths with me again!!! how weird is that?!?!?!?!

never.....

never try to stand up when one of your legs feel like they're not there.....

i was going home from ust....i was riddin' in an fx as usual. I fell asleep, when i woke up, i can't feel my left leg! i said to myself "OMG?! where the f*ck is my leg?! then i used my hands to feel for it....and then i found it! it's still attached to me, but i can't feel it...

minutes later....i had to get off the fx....but i still can't feel my leg, so...i forced my self to stand up using my right leg and my left ghost leg, so what happened was.....
i fell down....damn! you really can't use your leg when you can't feel it. You can see it, but since the body can't feel it, it acts as if it wasn't there. I wasn't able to stand up. I practically crawled out of the FX! I hung out by the overpass, waiting for my leg to function once more,then i got home.

unfortunately for you...i don't have pics ahahaa! so imagination would have to do...

small worlds....

ok here is a collection of stuff that creeps me out because of the weird connections....

i shall name the people here with different letters....

first off...in second year HS, i had this friend that became my best friend, i'll call him "V".
V talked about his old school. He told me about a girl he likes in that old school. I'll call her "X".
1 year later, i attend review classes for the entrance exam for UP. To my gigantic surprise, X attended the same review center...and...guess what....we were classmates!!! that's when we met each other.
a year later, i discover that she passed UP, so i expected her to study there, i failed...so to UST i go.
2 months later, i find out that she also enrolled in UST, in the same building i'm in! the Engineering building! Ok that's a tolerable coincedence since there's atleast 2000 freshman engineering students, but the next one won't be.

enrolling for a PE means having classmates from other buildings of UST...because of lack of slots, i was forced to enroll to a fitness PE. Several months later, i found out that,some of my classmates in PE are X's classmates in chem eng!!!

oh and by the way, since the enrollment for 2nd sem, i've been encountering her everyday atleast once.

and that concludes the small world story between X and I.....for now....

i'll update this post sometime in the future! i'll put in pics too....untill then...keep readin'!

an unexpected detour...

there i was....about to go home from a normal school day when one of my batchmates in SAS, arvin, texted me and told me to meet up at the post office in manila, so...i went there...We waited there for some of our old batchmates and we got on an fx.

several minutes later...when we were about to get off the fx...we told the driver to stop by the overpass, but it was crawling with cops...so the driver didn't let us get off, instead, he dropped us off near SAS. So we decided, "what the heck? let's go to SAS!" and so we did....
when we got there, we realized that it was friday and the 4th years are suffering with their CAT, so what did we do? we mocked them! wahahaha



yes...there they are, hmmm being back inside SAS, brings me back good memories....
That was an UNEXPECTED detour but it sure wasn't a BAD one.

i have returned(yes i still suck at making titles)

ok so i'm back after a few days of not blogging...

let me share to you what i've been doing for these past few days....


i've been spending a lot of time studying...yes! studying!!! but...everything i studied is completely meaningless to school activities (or is it?) anyway, back to the point...i' have been studying how to makes viruses and how to do cool tricks using notepad and CMD(DOS/Command Prompt).
i made this cool prank in which it fools the victim into thinking that his computer has a virus and it's deleting all his files....here i'll show you...


yeah that's what it looks like before it's triggered...when you press any key, it show a lot of text moving almost matrix-y style....yes i made that word up. :-D


after doing that, i was pleased with the results...a lot of my friends panicked while i was laughing my ass off wahahaha!.
so i made another prank! i call this one, the shutdown prank....

(for some unknown reason....i can't seem to screen shot it....i'll look more into this)

anyway it basically fools the user because the icon looks like a shortcut to firefox..but when they click it...they see a message saying the system has to shutdown because of a virus that's deleting their hard drive, so they freak out only to find out 40 seconds later that nothing really happened and they will see firefox open....so...yeah it's funny hehehe


that's mainly it, that's what i've been doing these past few days.....aside from that...nothing eventfull happened....

by the way, i slipped and fell on my butt on the 2nd floor of the carpark building/collection of food stores/college of accounting building of UST, and a lot of people saw because i looked extremely stupid! good thing you won't be able to read this :-P

why can't i be late?

this morning..i woke up 2 hours past the time i normally wake up....so that means....i will inevitably be late for school, for the first time!!!!

so when i woke up...i rushed everything...even though i already know that i won't make it for my first class which is math 116, i just don't want to be late for my 2nd class which is Phy2.

I pulled out all the stops to get to school as fast as i can... i stole a trike a jeep and an fx from somebody and surprisingly enough...i never encountered 1 red traffic lights...as if every light turned green when the fx i was on was approaching it. because of this... my usual 1 hour and 10 minute trip to school became 45 minutes, but i'm still very late for my math 116, late enough to be marked absent, so when i got to ust, i ran as fast as i can. When i got to our room...they we're already discussing the new lesson, and i was late enough to be marked absent.........or so it seems.

When the class ended, our professor told us the she will START checking the attendance next week! which means......i won't be marked absent, nor late! once again, luck was in my favor. because before she said that, she told us that anyone who got perfect attendance will get additional points in the final grade. so...lucky me hehehe

weird

it's weird, like the title of this post hehehe, the fact that trouble keeps locking on to me like a missile and i do my best to maneuver out of its way but it keeps going back....it's getting harder and harder to dodge it...i don't know how much longer i'll last.

ok...so a friend of mine warned me that i should be very careful around a certain guy who seem to REALLY REALLY hate me. He said that he was a member of some huge frat and he might call for back up and kill me someday. I told my friend "ahahaha you really think i'm scared?" come on, why would i be scared of a guy who needs to call an army to get rid of ONE DEFENSELESS guy whose not even 18 years old yet. He must really be scared of me if he does do that, and besides, what will he say to his army? i doubt that he is powerful enough to command an army that won't question him. When they do question him, what will he say? he can't say i did something to him because he would be lying...and i don't know much about frats but i'm guessing lying to your "brother" is on the "what-not-to-do" lists in the frat. so...basically, i'm completely safe and let's face it, even if he pulls it off and by some miracle, his army actually ends up killing me.

I'll be remembered as "the DEFENSELESS guy who got killed by an army of frat dudes just because 1 guy didn't like him and that guy was too scared to confront me on his own so he brought an army with him".

and he would be remembered as "the guy who sent an army of frat dudes to kill one defenseless guy because he was to scared to do it himself."

and the army of frat dudes would be called "the army of brainless bodies who let a 17 year old coward manipulate them"....and because of this, they would probably hunt down they guy that ordered my death...so...i guess...he really has no chance of winning hehehe :-D

apathy

ok uhmmm, here's some random stuff that's going through my head.

Wednesdays are boooooorrrrriiinnggg!!! 2 hours thy, 1 hour phist and a whopping 2 hours of FIL! and the day ends with an hour of English right after one vacant hour. 3 of my worst subjects and one boring subject all in one day or rather, 3 subjects that can't help me in real life + 1 boring subject in one day.

about 2 months ago, life was very colorful and i never run out of things to look forward to, but now everything seems bland, as if all the excitement had disappeared. I find myself unable to look forward to anything. Food has lost it's taste. It seems like everything is worthless to me.....i wonder why? I guess i'm just not in the mood. but what mood am i in? since i don't have a name for it, maybe i'll just call it apathy.

and here is a song about apathy by relient K.

"Apathetic Way To Be"


Yeah, I'm not angry
And no, I'm not upset
It's taken me awhile
But this is what I've learned
Emotional attachment is really not a threat
When I'm simply not concerned

The things that I take on
I soon shrug off
'cause I know no one
Will ever be content
With the way things are
Or with what they've got
So I've given up and now I'm just indifferent

You all laugh at me
Like I'm not happy
With anything, any time, anywhere
And the half of me's all about apathy
And the other half just doesn't care

I must admit;
All the words you spoke, I hated
Cause I don't see just how I can be motivated
Enough to break a sweat over a dying race
It seems our fate is something we've already embraced

Yeah, I'm not angry,
And no, I'm not upset
It's taken me awhile
But this is what I've learned
Emotional attachment is really not a threat
When I'm simply not concerned

You all laugh at me
Like I'm not happy
With anything, any time, anywhere
And the half of me's all about apathy
And the other half just doesn't care

Yeah, bein' apathetic's a pathetic way to be
(I don't care)
What matters to you does not matter to me
('cause I don't care)

So take a wild guess
It's like I just couldn't care less
If all the things you find impressive
Just blew up and made those messes
That you'll frantically repair
Like it's a life or death affair
And all the while you're unaware
For this, you really shouldn't care
But it's so hard to see the reality
That the end will be the end of things
And our hearts are all we get to bring
So let's go ahead and make them worth something

You all laugh at me
Like I'm not happy
With anything, any time, anywhere
And the half of me's all about apathy
And the other half just doesn't care

You all laugh at me
Like I'm not happy
With anything, any time, anywhere
And the half of me's all about apathy
And the other half just doesn't care

I'm well aware that everything
Is a far cry from all right
I'm well aware that all of us
Can at times, be too uptight
And possibly, the remedy
Is a dose of apathy
You point your finger at you
I'll point mine right back at me

(i'm not emo, don't get me wrong. it's just that, i'm not happy nor sad, so....i can't be emo if i feel no emotion. this makes me not emo or the opposite of emo. no offense to emo people, i have nothing against them, it's just that i don't want to be called something i'm not....and that is emo).


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i suck at making titles so i'lll make this the title

Let me start this post with a song.....

First One on the Blog
by Farewell

Pardon my friend, he's not from here
He's got a knack for speaking with his hands
Got a short fuse, like a time bomb set to explode
I hope you understand we're even now
So just get on with your life
So take a bow
Cause you know that I will never be the same

Well, your cover has been blown
Gonna teach you that you reap what you sow
Gonna take you for everything you own
While your girlfriend's slipping in through the back door

And if you mess with me
Then you will have to answer to my friends
Just a warning for the masses
Not that hard to comprehend

Fight for what you believe in
Stand your ground and stay proud
Shout at the top of your lungs now
Raise your voices up and join the crowd

Your cover has been blown
Gonna teach you that you reap what you sow
Gonna take you for everything you own
While your girlfriend's slipping in through the back door

And if you mess with me
Then you will have to answer to my friends
Just a warning for the masses
Not that hard to comprehend
If you mess with me
Then you will have to face the consequence
Words of wisdom for the weary
See who gets it in the end

Now look who's setting the pace
You said that we'd never make it
So wipe that grin off your face
You're far too phony to fake it

And if you mess with me
Then you will have to answer to my friends
Just a warning for the masses
Not that hard to comprehend
If you mess with me
Then you will have to face the consequence
Words of wisdom for the weary
See who gets it in the end

So let me be the first one on the blog to say it
Let me be the guy to carry all the blame
And when it's too much to bear
You know your friends will be there
So hang on
Hang on

Last night, one of my friends ,whom i will call V, received a death threat from a guy who lives in his neighborhood, V said the guy had a hand gun, and he was threatening to use it on V, just because he doesn't like the type of music V listens too. That's gotta be on the top 10 list of unreasonable death threats. Anyway, while all of this was happening, another friend of mine ,whom i will call X in this post, gave me a quiz, he asked me to list down a lot of my friends, and made me choose which one of them i like best. It was very hard for me, because a lot of my best freinds were pitted against each other. After i have done it, i asked him to do the same, i thought i would be one of the chosen friends but, i guess i was wrong, because i got pitted with someone i cannot win against. I shall call that person "Y". It was Y's turn to take the quiz, and to X's surprise, he wasn't chosen, turns out, he was also pitted with someone he cannot win against. I shall call that person "A". so uhmm to sum up the results...

I = me.

I's results:
V < X
A = X

X's result:
I < Y

Y's result:
A > X

A's result:
I < Y

so....uhmm poor me, wahahaha
but i'm not really bothered. although, if this happened some time in the past...like 8 months ago...i would be


oh yeah...by the way, V made it out alive, his parents negotiated with the insane person holding a hand gun. The downside....he lost all his audio playing devices including the use of his electric guitar.

*highlight post to see artist of the song*

unusual morning

yes, i am writing and possibly publishing this post during the afternoon even though it's about my morning.(i don't own the morning, heck no one owns it! i just said "my morning" because this post is about the events that happened around me this morning)

the usual school day morning for me is.....
-wake up
-turn off alarm
-take a bath
-get dressed
-eat breakfast
-brush teeth
-leave house

and i get to school around 6:15am, my first class is at 7am, so i'm pretty early.

this morning is a different story, i woke up and i saw a lizard crawling on the ceiling then i realized that my alarm haven't gone off yet so i went back to sleep, then i woke up again, and noticed that the house seem to be brighter than when i first woke up, i checked my watch and saw that i was 1 hour late from my daily routine. so i got up from bed, but before i did,..i saw the lizard again on the ceiling only this time...it was not crawling....it was wrapped in a spider's web and the spider was dragging it, which is weird because....the spider was 20 times smaller than the lizard so i couldn't imagine how the spider killed the lizard...so i said to myself, "oh well! i'm gonna be freakin' late!!" so i ignored them and immediately went to the bathroom to take a bath. I rushed everything but it still was not enough, i left my house at around 6:00am which meant that i only had 1 hour to get to school, so i ran to the place where jeeps wait for their passengers. After the jeep section of my journey, i was just outside multi(short for multinational) waiting for an FX to ride on, but every FX that passes by seem to be full...so i waited...and waited....and waited and then i noticed the time! it was 6:30am, i realized that i have been waiting for 20 minutes and that it is impossible for me to get to school in time So i got pissed and moments later, a not-full FX arrives, i said to myself "Finally!" when i got onboard text messages started to arrive, they said i was gonna be late, and they weren't lying...so i got worried, and thought that this is the first time i'm late for school....hmmm.....

when i got there, i was thinking, "i shouldn't rush anymore, i was already 15 minutes late, so why would i rush when i know i won't make it anyway" so i calmly made my way to the classroom, when i got in....i was surprised, everyone was standing up, so was the professor, it turns out...she just arrived, wich made me....NOT LATE wuhoooooooooooo!!! my friends said "ang swerte mo!! sabay lng kayo dumating nung prof!" and they we're right, good thing the prof was late too, i wonder what's her story? :-D

Your Attitude is Better than 35% of the Population

You have an average attitude. You take the good and bad in life as they come. Though sometimes you could use a little more good.

How's Your Attitude?

I wanted to make another post, but i couldn't think of anything at the moment so i went to www.blogthings.com.

i remember a time when me and my friend got uubeerrr(i got this word from somewhere) addicted to blogthings, so i decided why not post 1? and here it is!{casually points to the 1st paragraph in this post}


*again, highlight if you want to....*

Introduction

So i said to my friend minutes ago, I'm gonna blog!!

It all started a few hours ago, i was minding my own business drinking Quickly(the cold drink, not the verb because how the hell will i be able to drink an adverb?) when the following conversation took place in front of me by two COMPLETE STRANGERS.


Unknown guy: ui arnellene!
Unknown girl: ui adrian! jan ka pla!
Adrian(the unknown guy above): gusto mo quickly? tara bili tayo.
Arnellene(the unknown girl above): cge ba! libre mo ko ah


Points to ponder :
A) i was drinking quickly
2)My name is Adrian
iii)i have a friend named arnellene


So uhmm i felt weird, who wouldn't be?

based on my experience, weird usually means entertaining and GMable(gm-able, yes i made that word up).So i decided to GM it, and to my surprise, the 1st responses where:
"what's arnellene doing in UST?"
"what are you doing in SAS?"
"are you in SAS?"
"nilibre mo si arnellene?"

i said to myself, o.....k..... no one seemed to understand what i just narrated, so i'll GM an explanation, and that's what i did!
here's the gm:

to those who did not understand my last gm.....

unknown guy = adrian
unknown girl = arnellene

the conversation of 2 complete strangers took place in UST, in front of where i'm sitting while i was drinking quickly


and to my surprise again! the people who didn't understand it, still did not get it!
so i was a bit insulted because it's like saying indirectly that i suck at language and at explaining stuff.

So i ask 2 of my friends (one is a poet, the other is a journalist/writer/poet/editor-in-chief of our highschool paper when we were in highschool) to read and interpret if my story and explanation is unclear in anyway.....the journalist(rb) said that it was clear enough to be understood without the explanation GM....so i got annoyed and said, from now on, i'm not gonna GM stuff like that anymore, i'm gonna put it in a blog, and that's what i did.


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