never.....

never try to stand up when one of your legs feel like they're not there.....

i was going home from ust....i was riddin' in an fx as usual. I fell asleep, when i woke up, i can't feel my left leg! i said to myself "OMG?! where the f*ck is my leg?! then i used my hands to feel for it....and then i found it! it's still attached to me, but i can't feel it...

minutes later....i had to get off the fx....but i still can't feel my leg, so...i forced my self to stand up using my right leg and my left ghost leg, so what happened was.....
i fell down....damn! you really can't use your leg when you can't feel it. You can see it, but since the body can't feel it, it acts as if it wasn't there. I wasn't able to stand up. I practically crawled out of the FX! I hung out by the overpass, waiting for my leg to function once more,then i got home.

unfortunately for you...i don't have pics ahahaa! so imagination would have to do...

small worlds....

ok here is a collection of stuff that creeps me out because of the weird connections....

i shall name the people here with different letters....

first off...in second year HS, i had this friend that became my best friend, i'll call him "V".
V talked about his old school. He told me about a girl he likes in that old school. I'll call her "X".
1 year later, i attend review classes for the entrance exam for UP. To my gigantic surprise, X attended the same review center...and...guess what....we were classmates!!! that's when we met each other.
a year later, i discover that she passed UP, so i expected her to study there, i failed...so to UST i go.
2 months later, i find out that she also enrolled in UST, in the same building i'm in! the Engineering building! Ok that's a tolerable coincedence since there's atleast 2000 freshman engineering students, but the next one won't be.

enrolling for a PE means having classmates from other buildings of UST...because of lack of slots, i was forced to enroll to a fitness PE. Several months later, i found out that,some of my classmates in PE are X's classmates in chem eng!!!

oh and by the way, since the enrollment for 2nd sem, i've been encountering her everyday atleast once.

and that concludes the small world story between X and I.....for now....

i'll update this post sometime in the future! i'll put in pics too....untill then...keep readin'!

an unexpected detour...

there i was....about to go home from a normal school day when one of my batchmates in SAS, arvin, texted me and told me to meet up at the post office in manila, so...i went there...We waited there for some of our old batchmates and we got on an fx.

several minutes later...when we were about to get off the fx...we told the driver to stop by the overpass, but it was crawling with cops...so the driver didn't let us get off, instead, he dropped us off near SAS. So we decided, "what the heck? let's go to SAS!" and so we did....
when we got there, we realized that it was friday and the 4th years are suffering with their CAT, so what did we do? we mocked them! wahahaha



yes...there they are, hmmm being back inside SAS, brings me back good memories....
That was an UNEXPECTED detour but it sure wasn't a BAD one.

i have returned(yes i still suck at making titles)

ok so i'm back after a few days of not blogging...

let me share to you what i've been doing for these past few days....


i've been spending a lot of time studying...yes! studying!!! but...everything i studied is completely meaningless to school activities (or is it?) anyway, back to the point...i' have been studying how to makes viruses and how to do cool tricks using notepad and CMD(DOS/Command Prompt).
i made this cool prank in which it fools the victim into thinking that his computer has a virus and it's deleting all his files....here i'll show you...


yeah that's what it looks like before it's triggered...when you press any key, it show a lot of text moving almost matrix-y style....yes i made that word up. :-D


after doing that, i was pleased with the results...a lot of my friends panicked while i was laughing my ass off wahahaha!.
so i made another prank! i call this one, the shutdown prank....

(for some unknown reason....i can't seem to screen shot it....i'll look more into this)

anyway it basically fools the user because the icon looks like a shortcut to firefox..but when they click it...they see a message saying the system has to shutdown because of a virus that's deleting their hard drive, so they freak out only to find out 40 seconds later that nothing really happened and they will see firefox open....so...yeah it's funny hehehe


that's mainly it, that's what i've been doing these past few days.....aside from that...nothing eventfull happened....

by the way, i slipped and fell on my butt on the 2nd floor of the carpark building/collection of food stores/college of accounting building of UST, and a lot of people saw because i looked extremely stupid! good thing you won't be able to read this :-P

why can't i be late?

this morning..i woke up 2 hours past the time i normally wake up....so that means....i will inevitably be late for school, for the first time!!!!

so when i woke up...i rushed everything...even though i already know that i won't make it for my first class which is math 116, i just don't want to be late for my 2nd class which is Phy2.

I pulled out all the stops to get to school as fast as i can... i stole a trike a jeep and an fx from somebody and surprisingly enough...i never encountered 1 red traffic lights...as if every light turned green when the fx i was on was approaching it. because of this... my usual 1 hour and 10 minute trip to school became 45 minutes, but i'm still very late for my math 116, late enough to be marked absent, so when i got to ust, i ran as fast as i can. When i got to our room...they we're already discussing the new lesson, and i was late enough to be marked absent.........or so it seems.

When the class ended, our professor told us the she will START checking the attendance next week! which means......i won't be marked absent, nor late! once again, luck was in my favor. because before she said that, she told us that anyone who got perfect attendance will get additional points in the final grade. so...lucky me hehehe

weird

it's weird, like the title of this post hehehe, the fact that trouble keeps locking on to me like a missile and i do my best to maneuver out of its way but it keeps going back....it's getting harder and harder to dodge it...i don't know how much longer i'll last.

ok...so a friend of mine warned me that i should be very careful around a certain guy who seem to REALLY REALLY hate me. He said that he was a member of some huge frat and he might call for back up and kill me someday. I told my friend "ahahaha you really think i'm scared?" come on, why would i be scared of a guy who needs to call an army to get rid of ONE DEFENSELESS guy whose not even 18 years old yet. He must really be scared of me if he does do that, and besides, what will he say to his army? i doubt that he is powerful enough to command an army that won't question him. When they do question him, what will he say? he can't say i did something to him because he would be lying...and i don't know much about frats but i'm guessing lying to your "brother" is on the "what-not-to-do" lists in the frat. so...basically, i'm completely safe and let's face it, even if he pulls it off and by some miracle, his army actually ends up killing me.

I'll be remembered as "the DEFENSELESS guy who got killed by an army of frat dudes just because 1 guy didn't like him and that guy was too scared to confront me on his own so he brought an army with him".

and he would be remembered as "the guy who sent an army of frat dudes to kill one defenseless guy because he was to scared to do it himself."

and the army of frat dudes would be called "the army of brainless bodies who let a 17 year old coward manipulate them"....and because of this, they would probably hunt down they guy that ordered my death...so...i guess...he really has no chance of winning hehehe :-D

apathy

ok uhmmm, here's some random stuff that's going through my head.

Wednesdays are boooooorrrrriiinnggg!!! 2 hours thy, 1 hour phist and a whopping 2 hours of FIL! and the day ends with an hour of English right after one vacant hour. 3 of my worst subjects and one boring subject all in one day or rather, 3 subjects that can't help me in real life + 1 boring subject in one day.

about 2 months ago, life was very colorful and i never run out of things to look forward to, but now everything seems bland, as if all the excitement had disappeared. I find myself unable to look forward to anything. Food has lost it's taste. It seems like everything is worthless to me.....i wonder why? I guess i'm just not in the mood. but what mood am i in? since i don't have a name for it, maybe i'll just call it apathy.

and here is a song about apathy by relient K.

"Apathetic Way To Be"


Yeah, I'm not angry
And no, I'm not upset
It's taken me awhile
But this is what I've learned
Emotional attachment is really not a threat
When I'm simply not concerned

The things that I take on
I soon shrug off
'cause I know no one
Will ever be content
With the way things are
Or with what they've got
So I've given up and now I'm just indifferent

You all laugh at me
Like I'm not happy
With anything, any time, anywhere
And the half of me's all about apathy
And the other half just doesn't care

I must admit;
All the words you spoke, I hated
Cause I don't see just how I can be motivated
Enough to break a sweat over a dying race
It seems our fate is something we've already embraced

Yeah, I'm not angry,
And no, I'm not upset
It's taken me awhile
But this is what I've learned
Emotional attachment is really not a threat
When I'm simply not concerned

You all laugh at me
Like I'm not happy
With anything, any time, anywhere
And the half of me's all about apathy
And the other half just doesn't care

Yeah, bein' apathetic's a pathetic way to be
(I don't care)
What matters to you does not matter to me
('cause I don't care)

So take a wild guess
It's like I just couldn't care less
If all the things you find impressive
Just blew up and made those messes
That you'll frantically repair
Like it's a life or death affair
And all the while you're unaware
For this, you really shouldn't care
But it's so hard to see the reality
That the end will be the end of things
And our hearts are all we get to bring
So let's go ahead and make them worth something

You all laugh at me
Like I'm not happy
With anything, any time, anywhere
And the half of me's all about apathy
And the other half just doesn't care

You all laugh at me
Like I'm not happy
With anything, any time, anywhere
And the half of me's all about apathy
And the other half just doesn't care

I'm well aware that everything
Is a far cry from all right
I'm well aware that all of us
Can at times, be too uptight
And possibly, the remedy
Is a dose of apathy
You point your finger at you
I'll point mine right back at me

(i'm not emo, don't get me wrong. it's just that, i'm not happy nor sad, so....i can't be emo if i feel no emotion. this makes me not emo or the opposite of emo. no offense to emo people, i have nothing against them, it's just that i don't want to be called something i'm not....and that is emo).


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