i miss high school....

here's a song as an introduction to this post...

That Green Gentleman
by Panic at the Disco

Things are shaping up to be pretty odd
Little deaths in musical beds
So it seems I'm someone I've never met

You will only hear these elegant crimes
Fall on your ears from criminal dimes
They spill unfound from a pretty mouth

And everybody gets there, everybody gets there
And everybody gets their way
I never said I missed her when everybody kissed her
Now I'm the only one to blame

Things have changed for me, and that's okay
I feel the same, I'm on my way, and I say
Things have changed for me, and that's okay

I want to go where everyone goes
I want to know what everyone knows
I want to go where everyone feels the same

I never said I'd leave the city
I never said I'd leave this town
A falling out we won't tiptoe about

When everybody gets there, everybody gets there
And everybody gets their way
I never said I missed her when everybody kissed her
Now I'm the only one to blame

Things have changed for me, and that's okay
I feel the same, I'm on my way, and I say
Things have changed for me, and that's okay
I feel the same, and I say

Things have changed for me, and that's okay
(Well, things have changed for me
Come on every body, let's dance and sing)
I feel the same, and I say
(I'm singing it all night long
So come on everybody and join the party)
Things have changed for me, and that's okay
(Well, things have changed for me
Come on everyone, let's dance and sing)
I feel the same, and I say
(I'm singing it all night long
So come on everybody and sing along)

Things have changed for me, and that's okay
I'm on my way, and I say

Things have changed for me

Ok. Uhmm a block mate of mine told me that she doesn't go home early because she and her friends keep hanging out in school after class. I thought to myself..."that used to be me, i used to do that with my friends, why am i not doing it now?". After careful thinking, it hit me. I'm not like that anymore because......i don't have friends to do that with anymore, because of this, i started reminiscing the old days, the days where me and my friends spend hours at school, just to hang out. After a few minutes, i started to miss all my old friends, i wanted to do all those things again with them...but i can't anymore. And that is the bitter truth....I tried to find new friends to do those things with but....my friend RB was right, new friends will never be as good as your old ones....