admit it!

Admit it!
Despite your pseudo-bohemian appearance
And vaguely leftist doctrine of beliefs
You know nothing about art or sex
That you couldn’t read in any trendy New York underground fashion magazine
Prototypical non-conformist
You are a vacuous soldier of the thrift store Gestapo
You adhere to a set of standards and tastes
That appear to be determined by an unseen panel of hipster judges (bullshit)
Giving a thumbs up or thumbs down to incoming and outgoing trends and styles of music and art
Go analog baby, you’re so post-modern
You’re diving face forward into a antiquated past
It’s disgusting, it's offensive, don’t stick your nose up at me


Yeah, what do you have to say for yourself?


You spend your time sitting in circles with your friends
Pontificating to each other
Forever competing for that one moment of self-aggrandizing glory
In which you hog the intellectual spotlight
Holding dominion over the entire shallow pointless conversation
Oh, we’re not worthy
When you walk by a group of quote-unquote normal people
You chuckle to yourself patting yourself on the back as you scoff
It's the same superiority complex
Shared by the high school jocks who made your life a living hell
And makes you a slave to the competitive capitalist dogma
You spend every moment of your waking life bitching about


Yeah, what do you have to say for yourself ?


You are a faker (admit it)
You are a fraud (admit it)
Yeah, you’re living a lie (hey) living a lie (hey) you’re life is living a lie
You don’t impress me (admit it)
You don’t intimidate me (admit it)
Why don’t you bow down, get on the ground, walk this fucking plank (yeah!)



ok, i did not create this, i just wish i did ahahaha, this is the work of "Say Anything" a band introduced to me by the person who introduces bands to me(well um not personally, but he gives me a band and then i search some of their songs and then usually i end up liking the songs then liking the band).

this made me realize all the things i did and do just to avoid being a loner.....hmmm
i guess being a loner isn't that bad....

Proud of my life and the things that I have done
Proud of myself and the loner I’ve become


yeah, we shouldn't fake who we are, we should be proud of ourselves even if we become social outcasts in the process. (i think)

When i met someone weird.....

the following conversation is between me and a person introduced to me(through ym) by an online buddy....




Genes Yap: Hello
Genes Yap: hey
Genes Yap: ano ba?
BUZZ!!!
Adrian: hello
Adrian: hehehe
Adrian: soweee
Genes Yap: What are you doing?
Adrian: uhmm playin' chatting with you, waiting for a phone call
Genes Yap: OK
Genes Yap: Edi bye na
Adrian: why?
Genes Yap: You're very busy
Adrian: what's with the drama?
Genes Yap: E, busy ka e
BUZZ!!!
Adrian: are you like uhmmm EMO?
Genes Yap: No
Genes Yap: Ang yabang mo, a
Genes Yap: J
Genes Yap: o
Genes Yap: k
Genes Yap: e
Genes Yap: p
Genes Yap: e
Genes Yap: a
Genes Yap: c
Genes Yap: e
BUZZ!!!
Adrian: if i'm replyin...that means i'm not busy!
Genes Yap: oki
Genes Yap: Don't make mad coz' I'm gonna hit you in the face face when I see you
Adrian: when are you gonna see me?
Adrian: ahahaha
Genes Yap: When I'm with Angel
Genes Yap: hahahahahahhahahah
Adrian: you won't see me
Adrian: ahahaha
Adrian: and and
Genes Yap: anu?
Adrian: in my 17 years of existence...nobody had the guts to hit me in the face
Genes Yap: yeah, right. Well, I have the guts, noh
Adrian: saying you have the guts means that you are saying that you are better than everyone else i have met
Adrian: and beleive me...i know a lot of great people
Adrian: i doubt you are better than them
Genes Yap: Grabe, ka naman you're too mad and furious
Adrian: i'm not mad
Genes Yap: I get it, you're mad
Adrian: i'm reasoning
Genes Yap: So, better go
Adrian: i just said i'm not mad
Genes Yap: *I
Genes Yap: So, I better go
Genes Yap: Thank you for the time


here is an example of a narrow minded and arrogant person, who fails to read before reacting....
it irritates me....oh well.

by great people, i meant people who read this...yes you! hehehe you're great, coz people who read this are none other than my friends, and all my friends are great

2008

ok it's the start of a new year, what were the highlights of 2008? Well, let's find out together shall we?


2008 highlights

- start of my freshman year at UST!

-meeting new PEOPLE from other colleges/universities

-new classmates

-new cellphone!! i finally have a phone which functions like a decent mp3 player, a decent camera and an a gateway for internet.

-new monitor/video card/motherboard for my pc! but my sister ends up corrupting the OS which resulted in us having to requently remove and attach hard drives which resulted in the mother board being damaged which resulted in lack of hard disk space because the only hard disk i can attach is the one that holds only 80gb and this all resulted in me not being able to use the pc for 2 weeks which resulted in me struggling with projects and home works! THANK YOU MY DEAR SISTER.

-new friends!!! i made new friends in ust, and other colleges/universities

-new enemies, wow....i never really had enemies before, college sure is a huge world

-past haunting me!! a person who i met last year keeps running into me in ust....when i wanted to avoid her!!

-nostalgic for my old friends, so.. i planned a lot of outings to meet with my old friends but only a few of those outings were actually done.

-new games for my ps3!! yeah! 2008 games!! MGS4, GTA IV, Prince of Persia, DMC4 and COD4

-playing maximum tune 3, ok it's this year that i played maximum tune and continued playing it.

-going to sm north and trinoma! it's in this year that i first visited sm north and trinoma....because, it's easy to access from ust!

-i found robinsons(the one near pedro gil) all on my own! wooh! i have sense of direction! ahaha!

-i travelled via LRT!!

-i went to la salle dasma!!! me and my friend leizel went to la salle dasmariñas right after our classes ended in ust, and it was......a very long and eventful journey! hehehe

-i researched in an actual library....

-i ran around a soccer field + softball field + volleyball court = field!

-i danced in front of people!!! that was probably the first and last time....

-i played volleyball, and i sucked!!! yey! hehehe

-i went out with my friends up to 1am!!! for the first time!!! yes i know i'm pathetic! hehehe

-i didn't have a date for our grad ball in HS....exactly as planned! ahaha

-i learned what sinful karaoke was!!

-i learned CMD tricks and how to hack windows XP!

-i learned some new stuff in C++!

-i discovered how much i hate theology! and filipino!

-i learned to play DOTA.

-i beat, rb, emerson,arvin, dale at DOTA!

-i was invited to a certain someone's birthday party for the first time!

-a girl i know (not kit, kit is an exception coz vinz did something to her in my house! so she NEVER got here!!!) went to my house!!!

-i realized how complex of a structure the female mind is!!!

-i learned to be apathetic!

-i made a new gm list!! and i kicked out a lot of people from it!

-i learned how to bend a spoon with my mind!!!!(ok maybe not....but i can dream can't it?)


last but not the least....it's this year that i started blogging!!!


these are the things that happened in 2008 that made it both terrible and terrific.

*i will add more stuff here when i remember them, coz i know i forgot a lot of stuff

i'm back for the holidays!

ok, after a week or so from my last post, here i am, making another post.

Q: what's been keeping me busy and away from my blog?


A: why don't i just show you?

Q: what's the second image?

A: it's an online game i just started playing.
One day, my friend RB invited me to play an online game, at the time, i was extremely bored so i said "what the heck! i'll do it!" when i started to play it, at first it was kinda boring and then i found myself starting to enjoy it and slowly becoming addicted to it! now, i'm starting to have control over it, that's why i am able to write this post! hehehe

anyway, fall out boy recently released their new album!
and trust me...it rocks!!! hehehe btw, the english translation of the album is.... "a madness shared by two"

i am bored

ok, now i'm writing this one, i just woke up!

the past few days have been DULL, it's like everything is in black and white, no excitement, no adventure and no thrills...

i have 2 new games for my pc and i will probably have 1 more new game for my ps3 this month and still..i feel bored. It's like those games suck but they're not, actually...they are pretty decent games and normally, i would be excited.







these are the 3 games i would be getting this month/already have. i told you they were pretty decent! hehehe.


and here is a poem(i think) made by my friend. He posted this in friendster bulletins.


*blog post un-finished due to technical difficulties....

i miss high school....

here's a song as an introduction to this post...

That Green Gentleman
by Panic at the Disco

Things are shaping up to be pretty odd
Little deaths in musical beds
So it seems I'm someone I've never met

You will only hear these elegant crimes
Fall on your ears from criminal dimes
They spill unfound from a pretty mouth

And everybody gets there, everybody gets there
And everybody gets their way
I never said I missed her when everybody kissed her
Now I'm the only one to blame

Things have changed for me, and that's okay
I feel the same, I'm on my way, and I say
Things have changed for me, and that's okay

I want to go where everyone goes
I want to know what everyone knows
I want to go where everyone feels the same

I never said I'd leave the city
I never said I'd leave this town
A falling out we won't tiptoe about

When everybody gets there, everybody gets there
And everybody gets their way
I never said I missed her when everybody kissed her
Now I'm the only one to blame

Things have changed for me, and that's okay
I feel the same, I'm on my way, and I say
Things have changed for me, and that's okay
I feel the same, and I say

Things have changed for me, and that's okay
(Well, things have changed for me
Come on every body, let's dance and sing)
I feel the same, and I say
(I'm singing it all night long
So come on everybody and join the party)
Things have changed for me, and that's okay
(Well, things have changed for me
Come on everyone, let's dance and sing)
I feel the same, and I say
(I'm singing it all night long
So come on everybody and sing along)

Things have changed for me, and that's okay
I'm on my way, and I say

Things have changed for me

Ok. Uhmm a block mate of mine told me that she doesn't go home early because she and her friends keep hanging out in school after class. I thought to myself..."that used to be me, i used to do that with my friends, why am i not doing it now?". After careful thinking, it hit me. I'm not like that anymore because......i don't have friends to do that with anymore, because of this, i started reminiscing the old days, the days where me and my friends spend hours at school, just to hang out. After a few minutes, i started to miss all my old friends, i wanted to do all those things again with them...but i can't anymore. And that is the bitter truth....I tried to find new friends to do those things with but....my friend RB was right, new friends will never be as good as your old ones....

great day and a weird day

o...k uhmm just like the title, let's start with sunday, a great day,
i woke up around 5am, got ready to leave, and waited for my brother and sister to get ready then off we go to subic! We went there by car, so it was a long journey. I took pictures of stuff along the road just to test if my camera can make moving things stop moving.


so...uhmm you be the judge.

anyway, hours later. we decided to go past the speed limit, since the road was almost empty and we were going very slow, 30 minutes later....at the toll gate, we were stopped, turns out, we got caught on camera...speeding. Bye bye to my sister's license and 500 pesos.
sometime after that...we finally got to subic.
where the speed limit is, 30KPH, yeah.. we were better off walking.There we went go-karting, and i learned how to drift! wahahaha


no, the guy in the picture is NOT me :))

moving on...
after the go kart thing, we went to this place called the zoobic safari, where i got 2 inches from a tiger eating a piece of meat. Sadly, i don't have a picture of it, i was too distracted to think about taking a picture of it.
after the safari thing, we ate, and went to duty free, bought some chocolates and went home.
If you look at this closely, this day isn't all that great. but it is...trust me....i'll tell you why if you ask me.

ok! onto the weird day!!!
i don't have pics of this.....so...soryy.

last week, when i was on my way to ust, i stumbled upon a group of thomasians that live in moonwalk(1 boy, 2 girls), we got on the same fx, i was in the back with the boy while the 2 girls were in front.
the guy and i talked, he asked me where i lived, because he said that we always manage to get on the same jeep and fx on the way to ust. So i said i was in moonwalk and he lived there too and blah blah blah, the fx's radio was tuned into a station that narrates a holy mass(that is the 1st time i've been in a vehicle with a radio tuned into a station that narrates a holy mass). anyway, 4 days later...I was on my way to ust then i stumbled upon the same group once more, and guess what? the guy was with me again at the back! and here's the weird part, the fx looks exactly like the one from 4 days ago!! then......i listened to the radio, it was the same, a station narrating a holy mass. You'd think the weird stuff would be over...but no! it's just the beginning!! you see, all of us got off at city hall, there....i went ahead and got on a jeep to ust, while they waited for an fx that passes by ust. When i got to ust, i met with leizel, and we hung out for a short while and then i said i need to go take a piss so i went the ENG building. When i was done and on my way out...guess what? the group i left behind at city hall LITERALLY cross paths with me! I mean..what are the odds that they will be there at the exact same time as i am when i got a head of them and hung out and then took a piss!! WTF?!?!?....but it's not over yet!!!
our first period is ICS lab, we were given the problem last night so when we got to school all we had to do was type in the answer. but the problem proved to be too difficult so MOST of my classmates still didn't have an answer....I'm not part of that group :-P
anyway, after i typed in my answer, me and my seatmate played with the code for a while, after around an hour, we already left because those who are finish can already leave.
when we got out of the ENG building.....guess what....the group from earlier cross paths with me again!!! how weird is that?!?!?!?!