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Sunday, February 8, 2009

predicting the future

Me and my friend Rb were having a chat about songs and bands.
He tried to send me some of the songs he has on his playlist but every time he tries...a problem keeps occuring(ym error message when someone fails to send something). Then...this happens....


rb rb rb: eto maliit lang!
rb rb rb: baka makalusot!
rb rb rb: :))
BUZZ!!!
rb rb rb: NOOT INT TOOOWN!
adrian: ang baba ng bandwidth ko
rb rb rb: ayan naaa
rb rb rb: halfway.
rb rb rb: wag antin pansinin
rb rb rb: :))
rb rb rb: *natin
adrian: ahaha
rb rb rb: yuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuno
rb rb rb::))
rb rb rb: alt shift c!
adrian: a problem has occured
A problem occurred while transferring the file "Not In Town Theme Song.mp3". The transfer has been stopped.
BUZZ!
rb rb rb: WEH
rb rb rb: :))
adrian: A problem occurred while transferring the file "Not In Town Theme Song.mp3". The transfer has been stopped.
adrian: ang galing ko
adrian: wahaha
adrian: pagka sabi ko...boom! nagkatotoo
adrian: ahahaa
adrian: :))
adrian: :))


Yes people! I predicted the future!! wahaha!(not really, i just guessed, since everything Rb sends end up failing anyway) O....k maybe not. But hey! i can dream can't i? :))

Wednesday, February 4, 2009

a casual conversation between friends(?)

Patricia : what do you get out of spreading the opinion of mr. stephen?
A: nothing
A: i just feel like doing it
A: coz i agree with him that twilight isn't very good...it's just over hyped
Patricia : see? you're wasting everyone's time. mr. stephen may have his own opinion and you may agree. the hell, i don't even care.
A: uhmmm how am i wasting EVERYONE'S TIME?!
A: i just put it in my stat
Patricia : people may love twilight as much as they wanted to.
A: it's their choice to read it or not
Patricia : if they read it, seconds or maybe minutes of their time is wasted.
A: then it's their fault
Patricia : i know
A: you can't blame the person who wants to express his opinions if the people who read them doesn't agree!
Patricia : i just don't get your point.
Patricia : that's why i'm asking you.
A: in short...I DID NOT waste anybody's time
Patricia : ok?
Patricia : OK. you didn't waste everybody's time. but you wasted mine.
A: ok then sorry, coz i thought you were my friend and sharing my opinions with you doesn't waste your time
A: guess i was wrong
A: friends listen to other friends's opnion....guess your not really a friend of mine...tnx for clearing that up
Patricia : you may share your opinions with me. i just hope that you must also consider ms. stephenie mayer's ideas.
A: what?
Patricia : you may not like her but you may shut yourself up.
A: i told you MY opinion
Patricia : then, i listened!
A: then your time wasn't wasted!
Patricia : i also shared my opinion. girl's do love twilight.
A: then why say your time is wasted?
Patricia : girls are the one who appreciate twilight.
A: then why say your time is wasted?
Patricia : because i don't want to argue with you. you sent me the link, i read the whole darn thing.
A: so....your time wasn't wasted?
Patricia : my time was wasted then.
A: then again...you aren't my friend! if listening to my opnion and clicking my links are a waste of your time
Patricia : i'd choose to not be. pathetic.
A: how do you become pathetic by listening to your friend?!
A: i didn't say you had to agree with me
Patricia : it's just that. i don't get your point.
A: then how is that wasting your time?!
Patricia : and heller. a guy like you would read such showbiz type of articles.
Patricia : it won't improve you as a person
my friend likes a band i don't like...i don't understand why he likes that band....but i don't say that* he wasted my time when he sends* me a song of that band
Patricia : because everyone has their opinion. i do respect yours.
Patricia : i just don't like the way you tell it to me.
Patricia : as if you're better than stephenie.
A: then why would you say i wasted your time? that's just insulting and hurtful
Patricia : you're not even perfect to judge her work.
Patricia : you may criticize, but not to the point that you're insulting other people.
A: did i ever do that to you? did i ever tell you that YOU wasted my time?!
A: no matter how useless some of your messages are to me...i NEVER said that it was a waste of my time...because i know that it is RUDE and INSULTING and you are my friend so i would never insult you
Patricia : YOU'RE THE ONE WHO FIRST SEND AN IM TO ME. i thought you'll give some of your good outlooks. I DON'T ENTERTAIN NEGATIVE IDEAS OF PEOPLE. I USED TO BE SO SILENT but then, WE'RE DIFFERENT.
A: so what is i INSULTED HER
A: why would you INSULT ME?
A: YOU INSULTED ME COZ I INSULTED HER?
Patricia : WE MAY BE FRIENDS but as a person, WE'RE TOO DIFFERENT.
A: i ask you this............
A: I ASK YOU THIS
A: why did you insult me for insulting her?
Patricia : see? you're ideas are too narrow.
Patricia : you won't understand me.
A: just answer that question....and i'll shut up
A: why did you insult me(your supposed friend) for insulting her(a stranger to you)?
Patricia : ......................
A: a straight answer is all i require...
Patricia : i'll leave it like this.
Patricia : find the answer on your own.
A: i'm asking you
Patricia : GO TO CHURCH. KNOW GOD. you will know the answer.
Patricia : GOD WILL ANSWER YOU.
A: so i would not be NARROW MINDED
A: i don't want god's answer! i want your answer
A: i don't want to answer it...coz i want YOUR opinion
Patricia : is it hard to seek God?
A: YOUR point of view
Patricia : is it hard to seek God?
A: STOP BRINGING GOD INTO THIS
A: YOU ARE USING GOD AS AN ESCAPE
Patricia : is it hard to seek God?
Patricia : NO.
Patricia : i get so irritated with negative outlooks in life.
A: why can't you answer the question?
Patricia : i'm used to the positive promises of God.
Patricia : i read the bible everyday.
Patricia : i want to be like Jesus.
A: why are you bringing GOD into a question of friendship?
A: i'm a friend asking you a sincere question....and you answer by "ASK GOD" WTF?!
Patricia : i hate the way you say your opinions to me. it's like you want to persuade me that STEPHENIE MAYER isn't a good writer and TWILIGHT SUCKS.
A: so that's why you insulted me
Patricia : what the hell do you want me to say?
Patricia : i mean.
A: the truth
Patricia : what the hell are you wanting me to say?
A: and you just said it
Patricia : what do you want to hear from me? that i do agree that STEPHENIE MAYER AND HER WORKS SUCKS?!?!?!
A: see! no need to call GOD on me
Patricia : YOU NEED TO.
Patricia : because you're too negative on life.
A: just tell me...you didn't like the way i said my opinion
A: and it's done
A: NO DIVINE INTERVENTION NEEDED
Patricia : even before, i'm telling you to go to church.
Patricia : when our friendship and closeness ended, you wanted to stop on going to church.
Patricia : duh.
Patricia : you even graduated on a catholic school.
Patricia : you think you're strong enough?
A: which i greatly regret...sorry if it offends you
A: i never said i was strong
Patricia : i know you didn't.
Patricia : i don't want to feel this. hmm. let's stop this conversation. anger and hatred is filling up my heart.
A: i just choose to rely on myself and not ask some DIVINE being for help....i want to stand on my own feet without divine intervention...i want to maximize the abilities he has given me
Patricia : well, that's your opinion. i respect that. OK? HAPPY NOW?!?!?
A: ok
Patricia : i respect your opinion that you may maximize your abilities that God has given without even asking for his help.
Patricia : i respect that. OK?!?!?!!
A: i told you that as an answer to why i don't go to church and stuff
Patricia : we're different.
A: i never said we were the same
A: i just didn't expect a friend of mine to violently react when i posted my opinion
A: that's all
Patricia : i know you're not close to God at this time because you don't have enough problems to approach him.
Patricia : you live a comfortable life
Patricia : you study in a comfortable school, with aircons.
Patricia : you do live in a comfortable house
Patricia : you're happy with your friends.
A: yeah and you're close to God......from re-reading our IM conversation....YOU ARE CLOSE TO GOD
Patricia : time will come, you'll realize that you wasted your time with wordly things that won't ever satisfy you.
A: you follow GOD...YOU are RELIGIOUS
Patricia : and you'll seek for HIS help.
Patricia : i'm not saying that i'm RELIGIOUS.
A: i'm saying your RELIGOUS.
A: i'm the one saying that you are religous
Patricia : OK.
Patricia : OK.
Patricia : OK.
A: didn't you notice
Patricia : OK.
A: you told me i wasted your time, i was narrowminded...but i never said anything negative about you aside from doubting our friendship...
Patricia: OK.
Patricia: that was my opinion.
Patricia: respect that.
A: you insulted me two times...i didn't fight back....i answered with questions....and yet....you are the one who goes to church and prays a lot and who wants to be like jesus......and that my friend is why i don't like religion



i'll leave the conclusion to you....you're probably bright enough to get it.


did this really happen? or not? i'll leave that to you

Wednesday, January 28, 2009

ordinary day....

i hate ordinary. ordinary is boring. and yet....no matter how much i try to make my day not-ordinary, i still end up with an ordinary day. It's like i'm trapped in an endless loop
(e.g.
x=1;
y=1;
do
{ printf("\n endless loop %d",(x+y)/x);}
while ((x+y)/x != 0);
)
of ordinary-ness.

here is an ordinary day

I wake up at 4:30am to turn off my alarm and go back to sleep then i wake up 15 minutes later to turn off my second alarm before getting out of bed. After getting up, i take a bath, then i return to my room to partially put on my uniform. Once again i leave my room to eat breakfast then brush my teeth and return to my room once more to finish putting on my uniform. After getting ready to leave...well...uhmmm...i leave! duh!
So i plug my earphones in my ear then i listen to songs played by my cellphone while i commute to school. When i get to the FX part of my journey, i usually GM a song along with worthless and semi-entertaining piece of information.When i arrive at school, i go to my room and sit there waiting for the professor to arrive. After an agonizingly boring 7 hours of lectures and activities, classes are finally over, but the boring-ness doesn't end there! NO! after class, i go straight home! and spend my entire existence sleeping or playing video games all by myself. why do i go home early? because i do not have anything to do at school anymore, unlike in highschool....me and my friends always hang out and contemplate on the events that happend that particular day and on what we plan to do for the future days to come. In college, it's different now...my HS friends are in other schools, i can't find a place to hang out in UST, my new friends are all eager to go home and i can't find anyone to hang out with...so i'm left with no choice but to go home....
And that pretty much concludes what i call an "ordinary day".

Thursday, January 15, 2009

How to bend time

they said i couldn't bend time! i proved them wrong!!

yesterday was the start of our prelim exams, and the first exam is CS. CS (the subject) is relatively easy but CS exams are surprisingly hard to pass. So i gotta be careful.

Episode 1 : The Discovery

I woke up late, i rushed everything only to find out that it was impossible for me to get to ust in time to take the test, so i'm practically screwed!
according to my everyday experience of going to UST, it takes approximately 45 minutes for me to get there from just outside multinational. The test starts at 7am, and i was just outside multinational at around 6:50am, so...i'm f*cked! there is no way i can finish the test in less than 30 minutes! Then! it happened, i saw that everything was slowing down! When i looked at my watch everything seems normal, so i got on a jeep and i noticed that......everything else is slower than the jeep i'm in! several minutes later, i got to the LRT, everything still moving at slo-mo.
when i got on the train, it's like we were on fast forward or something. Minutes later, i got to central station, then unto a jeep then i made it to UST! When i got to the room where we were suppose to take the test, guess what? the test haven't started yet!......


*highlight the space below for a sense of reality*


nothing slowed down. and the test started 30 minutes late, so i was just extremely lucky. I just thought i'd spice up the story :)))






Episode 2: The Impossible


Right after the test in CS, i went home to study for the physics test the next day.
when i got home at around 11am, i sat on the chair in front of our dining table and i put all my physics stuff there along with a whole rim of bond paper. Then i started studying, after an undetermined amount of time later, i finished studying then i checked the time, it was already 9pm!! OMG i studied for 10 hours straight for the 1st time in my life!!! So i thought to myself, i would have to be a retard to not pass the test tomorrow, then i went to sleep.
I woke up in the morning, got off my bed, checked the watch........OMFG WTF WAAAAAAAAA!!!! It was exactly 6:35am and the test starts at 7am. so i needed a miracle! so i used my time bending powers once more! took a bath, got dressed, and left the house, i was just outside multi at around 7am! so i'm really dead......I got on the jeep to baclaran, then i got off the jeep, ran like my life depended on it to the station, got on the train i thought to myself "i studied for 10 hours just to be late for the exam!!!!" it was then i decided to bend time once more. but it wasn't enough, i got to UST at around 7:45am, and i got the testing room at aroundf 7:50am....YES! 50 minutes late for an exam in physics! THE ONLY SUBJECT I WILL FAIL IF I DON'T GET 80% ON THAT EXAM. So i put my time bending powers to the test....and i did it! i finished the test!!! with a 100% certainty that i will get more than 80% on that test. I guess studying for 10 hours paid off, or was it my time bending powers? hmmmmm.


*highlight below for some stuff that actually happened*

once again i didn't actually bend time, the exam was 7am-9am, i got there at 7:50am so i had 1 hour and 10 minutes for the hardest exam this 1st half of the semester which turned out to be not that hard, maybe coz i studied for 10 hours? hmm anyway, i took a bath for 2 minutes(my new record) i didn't eat breakfast, i left my house running. and i was EXTREMELY lucky, those are the real reasons why i was able to finish the test and assure that i'll get more than 80% of that test, heck! i could get 100% if i didn't screw up the meters -> feet conversion in one of the problems in the test.


*i will update this is the need arises*

Sunday, January 11, 2009

admit it!

Admit it!
Despite your pseudo-bohemian appearance
And vaguely leftist doctrine of beliefs
You know nothing about art or sex
That you couldn’t read in any trendy New York underground fashion magazine
Prototypical non-conformist
You are a vacuous soldier of the thrift store Gestapo
You adhere to a set of standards and tastes
That appear to be determined by an unseen panel of hipster judges (bullshit)
Giving a thumbs up or thumbs down to incoming and outgoing trends and styles of music and art
Go analog baby, you’re so post-modern
You’re diving face forward into a antiquated past
It’s disgusting, it's offensive, don’t stick your nose up at me


Yeah, what do you have to say for yourself?


You spend your time sitting in circles with your friends
Pontificating to each other
Forever competing for that one moment of self-aggrandizing glory
In which you hog the intellectual spotlight
Holding dominion over the entire shallow pointless conversation
Oh, we’re not worthy
When you walk by a group of quote-unquote normal people
You chuckle to yourself patting yourself on the back as you scoff
It's the same superiority complex
Shared by the high school jocks who made your life a living hell
And makes you a slave to the competitive capitalist dogma
You spend every moment of your waking life bitching about


Yeah, what do you have to say for yourself ?


You are a faker (admit it)
You are a fraud (admit it)
Yeah, you’re living a lie (hey) living a lie (hey) you’re life is living a lie
You don’t impress me (admit it)
You don’t intimidate me (admit it)
Why don’t you bow down, get on the ground, walk this fucking plank (yeah!)



ok, i did not create this, i just wish i did ahahaha, this is the work of "Say Anything" a band introduced to me by the person who introduces bands to me(well um not personally, but he gives me a band and then i search some of their songs and then usually i end up liking the songs then liking the band).

this made me realize all the things i did and do just to avoid being a loner.....hmmm
i guess being a loner isn't that bad....

Proud of my life and the things that I have done
Proud of myself and the loner I’ve become


yeah, we shouldn't fake who we are, we should be proud of ourselves even if we become social outcasts in the process. (i think)

Saturday, January 10, 2009

When i met someone weird.....

the following conversation is between me and a person introduced to me(through ym) by an online buddy....




Genes Yap: Hello
Genes Yap: hey
Genes Yap: ano ba?
BUZZ!!!
Adrian: hello
Adrian: hehehe
Adrian: soweee
Genes Yap: What are you doing?
Adrian: uhmm playin' chatting with you, waiting for a phone call
Genes Yap: OK
Genes Yap: Edi bye na
Adrian: why?
Genes Yap: You're very busy
Adrian: what's with the drama?
Genes Yap: E, busy ka e
BUZZ!!!
Adrian: are you like uhmmm EMO?
Genes Yap: No
Genes Yap: Ang yabang mo, a
Genes Yap: J
Genes Yap: o
Genes Yap: k
Genes Yap: e
Genes Yap: p
Genes Yap: e
Genes Yap: a
Genes Yap: c
Genes Yap: e
BUZZ!!!
Adrian: if i'm replyin...that means i'm not busy!
Genes Yap: oki
Genes Yap: Don't make mad coz' I'm gonna hit you in the face face when I see you
Adrian: when are you gonna see me?
Adrian: ahahaha
Genes Yap: When I'm with Angel
Genes Yap: hahahahahahhahahah
Adrian: you won't see me
Adrian: ahahaha
Adrian: and and
Genes Yap: anu?
Adrian: in my 17 years of existence...nobody had the guts to hit me in the face
Genes Yap: yeah, right. Well, I have the guts, noh
Adrian: saying you have the guts means that you are saying that you are better than everyone else i have met
Adrian: and beleive me...i know a lot of great people
Adrian: i doubt you are better than them
Genes Yap: Grabe, ka naman you're too mad and furious
Adrian: i'm not mad
Genes Yap: I get it, you're mad
Adrian: i'm reasoning
Genes Yap: So, better go
Adrian: i just said i'm not mad
Genes Yap: *I
Genes Yap: So, I better go
Genes Yap: Thank you for the time


here is an example of a narrow minded and arrogant person, who fails to read before reacting....
it irritates me....oh well.

by great people, i meant people who read this...yes you! hehehe you're great, coz people who read this are none other than my friends, and all my friends are great

Friday, January 2, 2009

2008

ok it's the start of a new year, what were the highlights of 2008? Well, let's find out together shall we?


2008 highlights

- start of my freshman year at UST!

-meeting new PEOPLE from other colleges/universities

-new classmates

-new cellphone!! i finally have a phone which functions like a decent mp3 player, a decent camera and an a gateway for internet.

-new monitor/video card/motherboard for my pc! but my sister ends up corrupting the OS which resulted in us having to requently remove and attach hard drives which resulted in the mother board being damaged which resulted in lack of hard disk space because the only hard disk i can attach is the one that holds only 80gb and this all resulted in me not being able to use the pc for 2 weeks which resulted in me struggling with projects and home works! THANK YOU MY DEAR SISTER.

-new friends!!! i made new friends in ust, and other colleges/universities

-new enemies, wow....i never really had enemies before, college sure is a huge world

-past haunting me!! a person who i met last year keeps running into me in ust....when i wanted to avoid her!!

-nostalgic for my old friends, so.. i planned a lot of outings to meet with my old friends but only a few of those outings were actually done.

-new games for my ps3!! yeah! 2008 games!! MGS4, GTA IV, Prince of Persia, DMC4 and COD4

-playing maximum tune 3, ok it's this year that i played maximum tune and continued playing it.

-going to sm north and trinoma! it's in this year that i first visited sm north and trinoma....because, it's easy to access from ust!

-i found robinsons(the one near pedro gil) all on my own! wooh! i have sense of direction! ahaha!

-i travelled via LRT!!

-i went to la salle dasma!!! me and my friend leizel went to la salle dasmariƱas right after our classes ended in ust, and it was......a very long and eventful journey! hehehe

-i researched in an actual library....

-i ran around a soccer field + softball field + volleyball court = field!

-i danced in front of people!!! that was probably the first and last time....

-i played volleyball, and i sucked!!! yey! hehehe

-i went out with my friends up to 1am!!! for the first time!!! yes i know i'm pathetic! hehehe

-i didn't have a date for our grad ball in HS....exactly as planned! ahaha

-i learned what sinful karaoke was!!

-i learned CMD tricks and how to hack windows XP!

-i learned some new stuff in C++!

-i discovered how much i hate theology! and filipino!

-i learned to play DOTA.

-i beat, rb, emerson,arvin, dale at DOTA!

-i was invited to a certain someone's birthday party for the first time!

-a girl i know (not kit, kit is an exception coz vinz did something to her in my house! so she NEVER got here!!!) went to my house!!!

-i realized how complex of a structure the female mind is!!!

-i learned to be apathetic!

-i made a new gm list!! and i kicked out a lot of people from it!

-i learned how to bend a spoon with my mind!!!!(ok maybe not....but i can dream can't it?)


last but not the least....it's this year that i started blogging!!!


these are the things that happened in 2008 that made it both terrible and terrific.

*i will add more stuff here when i remember them, coz i know i forgot a lot of stuff